Humbled, I salute you.

I just discovered Rubber Canuck's thoughts on some of the reviews regarding the weekend. Particularly, mine. His post is very enlightening, and I highly recommend you to read it. It offers a clear window into the side of Rubbout we don't often think about.

It's now almost 5 AM, and its been bugging me all night, so I'm going post this as soon as it's off my chest. Consider this an open letter.

I feel a bit guilty. And that's probably because I am guilty; of being ungrateful.

The review was hard for me to write, because I've always been a stalwart supporter of Rubbout, at least in so far as that I never really had anything but praise for it. I didn't pull any punches, and in retrospect, I somewhat regret it.

Obviously, for the enormous amount of time and hard work you, Rob, and Doug have put into Rubbout, my words must have felt like a slap in the face. To feel your work is unappreciated is never a good thing. It obviously bothered you, and that bothers me. That's not what I wanted. But, I made stupid assumptions, I spoke without knowing, and without consideration. For that, I sincerely apologize, to each of you.

I've always cherished Rubbout, and would be loathe to ever see it falter. My words were, indeed, harsh, but you were correct; I did mean well. I know that you can't please everyone, and so I should have been more understanding. Although, rather ironically, it seems that what you envision for the future of Rubbout is something I'd like to see. I'd like to help, if I can.

I know (more now, then ever) that organizing Rubbout is a massive undertaking, requiring great personal strength and sacrifice. I am humbled. And I salute you.

Again, thank you.

(I have edited the review.)

The floor is now open.

So, here I am wondering why not a single person has commented on anything... Oops, had the comments set to only allow registered users.

Now anyone can comment!

So, by all means, please leave any comments you wish about any of the posts I've made so far. I'd really like to hear from you!

So... lonely...

Are you going to Rubbout?

I know I am. In fact, I'm taking time off work so I can enjoy it without interruption.

It's only the longest running gay rubber party in North America! And after last year's overwhelming success, the event's 21st annual incarnation is bound to be bigger and better than last year!

My gear is more practical than his.

The event takes place in Vancouver, Canada, and runs from Thursday April 5th to Sunday April 8th. It's always been a ton of fun. I've attended for several years now, and I'll continue to go. The bewildered bystanders have always been a fun part of going to and from venues. This time, it's actually a part of the event!

Wristbands and dog tags from my Rubbouts.

Also, for those interested and able, there is also a Commercial Dive Excursion on Monday April 9th at Porteau Cove Provincial Park. It's organized by Collector 2, so it will be very rubberman friendly. Come to dive, help out, or just to watch the frogmen!

Beautiful Porteau Cove. And look, divers!